ok it’s time for a confession.
i quit running.
i was thirty days in, doing well, pushing the one full mile without stopping mark (something i had literally never achieved in my life. during mile trials in elementary, junior high, and high schools i was always that girl that was walking for her thirteen minute mile). but then i started feeling really physically unwell. i had headaches for sixteen days straight – that is a lot of time to have a headache. finally, i sought treatment and have been feeling much recovered, but now that the heat index is hovering around 105 degrees, i have been less motivated to leave my house after work to exercise.
we have one month til hawaii and while i know i won’t be the pudgiest person on the beach, i don’t feel good about how i’ll be looking. i’m considering doing the 30-day-shred with this devil woman:
jillian michaels, just give me your stomach for the week i’m in hawaii. i’ll give it back to you, i swear. ok fine, i’m lying, but can you blame me? i guess you have to actually do real work to get a body like that. SIGH.